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It's nearly always a bad idea to do such things, and I did it once before and it didn't work out, but that was something else.

I bought a bikini off Victoria's Secret that I really like. As far as bikini's go, it's actually not too skimpy - not a thong or anything, it's fairly full coverage.

I have decided, that, no matter what happens with my weight, I'm going to wear it this summer. So if I end up being pudgy person in a bikini, well, a lot of people at the beach will probably be sad.

But dammit, I'm going to wear it. Not 'if' I lose those last 10 pounds (more like 15 now). That is actually more motivation that 'wanting to' be able to wear it.

if It was an unreasonable amount of weight loss, or if I was trying to get anorexic, that would be a totally different story.

But I want to be around 140-145 lbs, taking into account muscle weight from bodypump and strength training - I know weight and BMI isn't the bottom line, it's amount of pudge. The knowledge that I don't have that much to lose, in reality, is actually making me more lazy, I think.

And then Jason went and bought two boxes of girl scout cookies yesterday.

Sigh.
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